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Regine 1
03:05
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Suffering my friend
I’m in the static again
Throwing shade at existence
All through the night
With no intent to repent
Projecting meaning on the void
Of am I still your boy?
With the whole of the universe
And its slow cold death
i could try and keep you warm
Staying up with the kitties
Its such a pity
That I’m cocked and locked
But I wanna love you full stop
Twenty three years old
With this monster on my back
And its been here so long
I would rip it apart
But I has my arms
And I fear I need it
Just as it needs me
And ill give into its charms
I’m better a stranger
Before all the danger
But I will be someone great
What do you want me to say?
Been trying to put your fears to rest
When I can barely eat these days
What do you want me to say?
Been trying to put your fears to rest
When I can barely sleep these days
I love you like crazy
But darling I’m lazy
But I will give you the world
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2. |
Adult Body
03:49
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I keep smoking cigarettes
Though I told my mom id quit
She’s always worried bout
The conditions of my life
And though she puts up with my fits
Not deserving half my shit
Makes me feel better knowing
To know that she is on my side
We’ll never leave your apartment
The fun will never end
So I’ll try to learn to be
And adult in this Body
Its always changing
Its always changing for the worse
With all my aches, and breaks, and groans
I can barely get along
Its always changing
Its always changing for the worse
We’ll never leave your apartment
The fun will never end
So I’ll try to learn to be
an adult in this body
We’ll never leave your apartment
The fun will never end
Nothing has to end
We’ll never leave your apartment
The fun will never end
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3. |
Ugly Sleeper
03:36
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You say your body’s broke
Blowing kisses through the smoke
Bringing Rosie round these dopes
The soda stains on your shirt
Quit pretending you don’t hurt
Living lies in the lurch
We don’t speak anymore
Why don’t you dream anymore?
Love it all love it hard
Dancing drunk in your backyard
Call your friends if you’re tired
Ugly sleeper in my bed
Are the voices of the dead
Singing songs in your head
(you dirty rat fuck!)
We don’t speak anymore
Why don’t you dream anymore?
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4. |
Marie
03:59
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I’m drifting in your sea Marie
Tongue tied with your brothers in the trees
As summer swings us all by the feet
Filled with so much wonder we cant speak
And I know what you liken me to
And when I was a child Marie
My chest crawled with such funny fuzzy things
Fluff and stuff and caramel meringues
Swelling bursts of every broken ring
I know what you’d like me to do
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5. |
The Orchid
03:18
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Cultivate and hesitate
The company you’re seeking’s
Waiting just around the bend
Don’t ruminate on past mistakes
The Secrets you’ve been keeping
Will destroy you in the end
The growth
Shapes mold
New wings
unfold
The tricks lay in the sneaking
As the petals rose to
Snare the host
We rearrange
Our folds and frames
becoming one and feasting on
the pollen and the pain
Blooms across
The faded wasp
Stained across the sheeting
and disguising what we lay
Let go
Corrode
the world’s
Your coast
The kicks that I’m receiving
Leaves my belly full
I’ll make you whole
The truth is somewhere sleeping
Let your garden grow
Where no men go
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6. |
Desert Schtick
02:05
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Rearrange the patterns
And start it all again
Spend your free time thinking
Of how your friends will end
But I know what I’m doing
Waste another weekend
Stay the day in bed
Smearing words and breedings
Butter in the bread
And you can see right through me
And with all the times that I wasted life
I see it crumble
And with all the lives that I wasted time
To see it crumble
But spread out on the dashboard
Fill your palms with sand
The knuckles in your airwaves
The tumble of the land
Now we’re really moving
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7. |
Dedicated Wiring
04:03
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Hey rio
I don’t wanna have these feelings anymore
They’re exhausting
And keeping me from things that I enjoy
And I’m playing pretend
When I laugh with my friends
As the party begins
Fix me a bracer
I’m gonna need a crutch to set me straight
Blanket devotion
Early emotion
Cut it out
Tonguing the open
Chipping my tooth
To spite my mouth
Early evening
Dodge a call or two feel alone inside
Until I relent
Steel myself again, prepare my his
And ill say that I’m fine
And get drunk at divine
Til I lost sense of time
Its untenable
The cracks will start to show what creeps inside
Constant corrosion
Blow off the ropes
Ill let it ride
Nothing like Groban
Spit on my chin
I stick the nine
The circuit’s working overtime
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8. |
Regine 3
03:55
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The coffee kicked
Early in the morning
We stayed in bed
Cuz we stayed up late
You had work
When I was really nothing
Those days
Now thats all gone
And its probably okay
Cuz God has hardened my heart against you
Pulled me deep inside myself
Lonely prints of rolling boulders
Never young never good never well
So go on and write the things that you gotta say
Ill pretend I don’t read them or I feel the same
Cuz whats the point of recovery
When we’re splitting the knife in the bedroom sheets
Gnash my teeth
Tongue stuck in a blender
Bloody up the walls
We’re never gonna live here
Cuz whats the point
Abject always
Its much more fun to live this way
When god has hardened my heart against you
Fashion my own personal hell
Lonely prince, I’m courting shoulders
To weigh the world against myself
God has hardened my heart against you
So why do i feel such regret
See you’re face in every window
Feel your pulse in every step
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9. |
The Wasp
06:09
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Laughing in real time
We’re drinking La Croix
Alone in the attic
Praying for fall
You’re covered in blankets
The weathers too hot
So when sweat beads your shoulder
I brush it off
You never remember
The New England swamp
When you cower in winte
Away from the frost
So our skin sticks to floorboards
You puff and you cough
And fall around me
We steam up the loft
And you say
Our thirst is gonna slake
Humidity will break
And we’ll be sweater birthed
To sip our tea
And stroll through the leaves
Flash forward six weeks
A brisk autumn walk
Where we shutter in silence
Too nervous to talk
And the space in between us
No more than an arm
But inside that distance
A new world is born
The seasons turned around
And I hope that you marry
With flowers and dogs
And I hope that theres sunshine
And a river to cross
And I hope its not creepy
That I have these thoughts
Cuz its all ancient history
But the care’s never lost
Cuz you see
We never made mistakes
Theres nothing there id change I guess
Somethings just don’t take
They fold and go
Im trimming the orchid
Waiting for the wasp
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10. |
Hallie
04:09
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Hallie sits in the corner of their room
Flipping bones for every bit of doom
That blooms she blows the fuse
Tripping on synaptic blues
Yeah it’s been great with the quarter inch of snow
Haven’t seen the white since years ago
Back home, we walk alone
The cold encroaching on our toes
Spittle bustling from the cracks across her loom
Hallie catches light and rushes through
The gloom to smoke the fools
Burning up, she’s only two
I caught you peeping in the bedroom
To see if I was still awake
Snoopy in the morning
I probably shouldn’t sleep so late
But its warm inside the blankets
Control of all thats low and mean
Fumbling through the language
Hoping that it speaks through me
What we do in the darkness of this room
Calls me back to you
Every year theres another bit of me
That peels away and floats on free
I see the wants and weeds
Desiring machines forced to feed
Hallie flirts through the gap in her front teeth
Scrambling out the gibberish in me
It breeds tremendous speeds
Dips and bursts galactic weaves
I caught you sleeping in the bedroom
With the tv and my t-shirt on
Snoozy in the late night
Humming like the break of dawn
And the sound was overwhelming
So I turned the volume up for fun
Spooky in the late night
Little ghost I’m gonna miss these haunts
Are we lonely tonight?
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