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I Feel Like Dog

by Marinara

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1.
Regine 1 03:05
Suffering my friend I’m in the static again Throwing shade at existence All through the night With no intent to repent Projecting meaning on the void Of am I still your boy? With the whole of the universe And its slow cold death i could try and keep you warm Staying up with the kitties Its such a pity That I’m cocked and locked But I wanna love you full stop Twenty three years old With this monster on my back And its been here so long I would rip it apart But I has my arms And I fear I need it Just as it needs me And ill give into its charms I’m better a stranger Before all the danger But I will be someone great What do you want me to say? Been trying to put your fears to rest When I can barely eat these days What do you want me to say? Been trying to put your fears to rest When I can barely sleep these days I love you like crazy But darling I’m lazy But I will give you the world
2.
Adult Body 03:49
I keep smoking cigarettes Though I told my mom id quit She’s always worried bout The conditions of my life And though she puts up with my fits Not deserving half my shit Makes me feel better knowing To know that she is on my side We’ll never leave your apartment The fun will never end So I’ll try to learn to be And adult in this Body Its always changing Its always changing for the worse With all my aches, and breaks, and groans I can barely get along Its always changing Its always changing for the worse We’ll never leave your apartment The fun will never end So I’ll try to learn to be an adult in this body We’ll never leave your apartment The fun will never end Nothing has to end We’ll never leave your apartment The fun will never end
3.
Ugly Sleeper 03:36
You say your body’s broke Blowing kisses through the smoke Bringing Rosie round these dopes The soda stains on your shirt Quit pretending you don’t hurt Living lies in the lurch We don’t speak anymore Why don’t you dream anymore? Love it all love it hard Dancing drunk in your backyard Call your friends if you’re tired Ugly sleeper in my bed Are the voices of the dead Singing songs in your head (you dirty rat fuck!) We don’t speak anymore Why don’t you dream anymore?
4.
Marie 03:59
I’m drifting in your sea Marie Tongue tied with your brothers in the trees As summer swings us all by the feet Filled with so much wonder we cant speak And I know what you liken me to And when I was a child Marie My chest crawled with such funny fuzzy things Fluff and stuff and caramel meringues Swelling bursts of every broken ring I know what you’d like me to do
5.
The Orchid 03:18
Cultivate and hesitate The company you’re seeking’s Waiting just around the bend Don’t ruminate on past mistakes The Secrets you’ve been keeping Will destroy you in the end The growth Shapes mold New wings unfold The tricks lay in the sneaking As the petals rose to Snare the host We rearrange Our folds and frames becoming one and feasting on the pollen and the pain Blooms across The faded wasp Stained across the sheeting and disguising what we lay Let go Corrode the world’s Your coast The kicks that I’m receiving Leaves my belly full I’ll make you whole The truth is somewhere sleeping Let your garden grow Where no men go
6.
Rearrange the patterns And start it all again Spend your free time thinking Of how your friends will end But I know what I’m doing Waste another weekend Stay the day in bed Smearing words and breedings Butter in the bread And you can see right through me And with all the times that I wasted life I see it crumble And with all the lives that I wasted time To see it crumble But spread out on the dashboard Fill your palms with sand The knuckles in your airwaves The tumble of the land Now we’re really moving
7.
Hey rio I don’t wanna have these feelings anymore They’re exhausting And keeping me from things that I enjoy And I’m playing pretend When I laugh with my friends As the party begins Fix me a bracer I’m gonna need a crutch to set me straight Blanket devotion Early emotion Cut it out Tonguing the open Chipping my tooth To spite my mouth Early evening Dodge a call or two feel alone inside Until I relent Steel myself again, prepare my his And ill say that I’m fine And get drunk at divine Til I lost sense of time Its untenable The cracks will start to show what creeps inside Constant corrosion Blow off the ropes Ill let it ride Nothing like Groban Spit on my chin I stick the nine The circuit’s working overtime
8.
Regine 3 03:55
The coffee kicked Early in the morning We stayed in bed Cuz we stayed up late You had work When I was really nothing Those days Now thats all gone And its probably okay Cuz God has hardened my heart against you Pulled me deep inside myself Lonely prints of rolling boulders Never young never good never well So go on and write the things that you gotta say Ill pretend I don’t read them or I feel the same Cuz whats the point of recovery When we’re splitting the knife in the bedroom sheets Gnash my teeth Tongue stuck in a blender Bloody up the walls We’re never gonna live here Cuz whats the point Abject always Its much more fun to live this way When god has hardened my heart against you Fashion my own personal hell Lonely prince, I’m courting shoulders To weigh the world against myself God has hardened my heart against you So why do i feel such regret See you’re face in every window Feel your pulse in every step
9.
The Wasp 06:09
Laughing in real time We’re drinking La Croix Alone in the attic Praying for fall You’re covered in blankets The weathers too hot So when sweat beads your shoulder I brush it off You never remember The New England swamp When you cower in winte Away from the frost So our skin sticks to floorboards You puff and you cough And fall around me We steam up the loft And you say Our thirst is gonna slake Humidity will break And we’ll be sweater birthed To sip our tea And stroll through the leaves Flash forward six weeks A brisk autumn walk Where we shutter in silence Too nervous to talk And the space in between us No more than an arm But inside that distance A new world is born The seasons turned around And I hope that you marry With flowers and dogs And I hope that theres sunshine And a river to cross And I hope its not creepy That I have these thoughts Cuz its all ancient history But the care’s never lost Cuz you see We never made mistakes Theres nothing there id change I guess Somethings just don’t take They fold and go Im trimming the orchid Waiting for the wasp
10.
Hallie 04:09
Hallie sits in the corner of their room Flipping bones for every bit of doom That blooms she blows the fuse Tripping on synaptic blues Yeah it’s been great with the quarter inch of snow Haven’t seen the white since years ago Back home, we walk alone The cold encroaching on our toes Spittle bustling from the cracks across her loom Hallie catches light and rushes through The gloom to smoke the fools Burning up, she’s only two I caught you peeping in the bedroom To see if I was still awake Snoopy in the morning I probably shouldn’t sleep so late But its warm inside the blankets Control of all thats low and mean Fumbling through the language Hoping that it speaks through me What we do in the darkness of this room Calls me back to you Every year theres another bit of me That peels away and floats on free I see the wants and weeds Desiring machines forced to feed Hallie flirts through the gap in her front teeth Scrambling out the gibberish in me It breeds tremendous speeds Dips and bursts galactic weaves I caught you sleeping in the bedroom With the tv and my t-shirt on Snoozy in the late night Humming like the break of dawn And the sound was overwhelming So I turned the volume up for fun Spooky in the late night Little ghost I’m gonna miss these haunts Are we lonely tonight?

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For Marie, wherever you are.

15% of all sales will go to RAICES

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released September 20, 2019

All songs written by Marinara

Vox: Nick Cortezi
Guitar Wizardry: Yuta Shimmi
Low End Maestro: Julius Unger Bowditch
Not-So-Little Drummer Boy: Quinn McGovern

Guitar pyrotechnics by Amy Hoffman on Ugly Sleeper and Marie

Additional vox both furious and soft by Amy Hoffman on Regine 1, Adult Body, Marie, Regine 3, and The Wasp

Barbaric yawps by Mikey Brown on Adult Body

Goofy Gus/Cowbell/Toy Piano by Chris "The Skipper" Daly

Produced by Chris "The Skipper" Daly at Salvation Recording Company.

Mastered by Jamal Ruhe

Album art by Anthony Eslick

Thank you to our parents, our friends, and everyone who has helped the sauce begin to bubble. Extra special thanks and love to The Skipper who brought the album to life while running the daycare that is dealing with the sauce boys.

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